ever chance

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1.
leather 02:04
2.
steam 02:14
thank god you ditched your family before shit got too scary i offered a place to sleep you chose him and not me remember we let the voice calls run you hadn’t seen lupin when you slept i listened when did it end i see you’re back on steam you chose him and not me thank god you got on that e said goodbye to the army i offered a place to sleep you chose him and not me remember me plotting escape plans we watched it all again when you cried i listened when did it end i see you’re back on steam you chose him again i see you’re back on steam you chose him and not me
3.
cache 02:02
when you find yourself in another place that you've never been a little thought deep from within i couldn't help myself again in the mirrors there will be a familiar face that we all have seen despite my cache of memories i won't recognize that it's me as i go home (you won't always be alone) and as we move on (things will never be the same) as we always used to say some people come some people stay as i always used to pray i'll be alive either way when you find yourself away from the place you used to lay you know i didn't want to say i couldn't find another way we play the games we used to play trying to convince you to stay countless naps and wasted days the ways we thrived were oh so strange as i go home (you won't always be alone) and as we move on (things will never be the same) as we always used to say some people come some people stay as you always used to pray i'll be alive another day we've got to get going now we've got to get going now we've got to get going now we've got to get going now
4.
proud 02:51
undulating flesh cross out our eyes then we know the rest who’s watching keep a secret disconnect of what’s that self and self-copy what would the you of then think of how you are now i would be proud if i was then how i was now keep talking keep talking to me see who’s tagging gather data lives of others in mere seconds uncheck box on private tab so i can see you in your true state what would the you of then think of how you are now i would be proud if i was then how i was now keep talking keep talking to me
5.
imitation 02:34
i've been told that there's no such thing as true kindness only animals wanting to maim and blind us perpetuated, desaturated, there's all-surrounding buildings here and all i've made is an imitation of something all too insincere but i feel the heat of the open wounds it's unlike anything i've felt before so what good's a stone that reflects the moon if the cold isn't what i want anymore but i feel the heat of the open wounds it's unlike anything i've felt before so what good's a stone that reflects the moon if the cold isn't what i want anymore
6.
parasite 03:07
tell me what it is i do that stops us seeing eye to eye pushing further, further away is it the way i disclose things i shouldn't say to you, to those i shouldn't love do you think i'm just paranoid "prolly just not seeing straight, the drugs, stress or what have you" should i just bite the bullet fix my perspective, time directives rot in the mud after detaching tell me why it is i'm low priority to all your friends and even you as of late it's like i'm the most dull person in the world blah blah blah blah blah blah (tell me what it is i do...) just one more thing were you happy those louder days counting coins staring at the ceiling yeah i did that too just know i care for you but do you reciprocate we haven't talked so much (lately lately lately lately lately lately lately lately lately)
7.
yeah in the morning, trust i'll be there waiting for you to wake up and be here but if it doesn't work out, i'm still dreaming dreaming you're here and we're the protagonists i'm always late for things my voice is not fit to sing hundred misunderstandings yet you're here friends but something more strong like that one alanis song the nights they seem way less long when you're here i've kept quiet for all of these years about important things to me and my being without even realizing i should have seen the signs serially i had to hide scripts in my head i was memorizing yeah in the morning, trust i'll be there waiting for you to wake up and be here but if it doesn't work out, i'm still dreaming dreaming you're here and we're the protagonists now in the morning, i'm always waiting waiting for you to wake up and be here sometimes it doesn't work out but im still dreaming we'll melt together and be protagonists
8.
put yourself together piece by piece, reconstruct yourself limb by limb what's left is all a dream left for us, we're all beggars after all i couldn't be happier for what's coming next, i've waited for a lifetime watching the wall he came up to see all the commotion, his brain keeps bothering him and all the sickness we remember doesn't show in our rosey glasses but it's enough for us pretenders, we get enough color in splashes who knows where we're going, who knows where we're going so come on, let's live forever, we have a universe for us more than enough for us pretenders who live our lives lost in the dust
9.
glow 04:31
reject all your distrust and cut all the pressure i'm in static electric that is fine by me do you think i'm obsessed we've been distant for years and i still see you in R.E.M. sleep the day away and sip on caramel coffee monosodium glutamate sit on the porch and yearn for when i see myself in technicolor light rub paper on my gums see andromeda glow shine seems incoherent meet my celluar mind i'm greater than my parts am i who i think i am i who i think i am i who i think i am i who i think i am i who i think i think see do glow yearn cut deep cell
10.
fifteen 02:36
11.
brood 02:43
the worst is when i come to the worst is thinking it through cause i get rude when i send obtuse info graphs then type true brood bombs til you have to mute threat paragraphs with violent nudes then come to and think it through and type oof cause i can live without you i can laser the tattoos i can disjoin the statues explode like a balloon close the loop cause i can live without you but i don’t want to i don’t wanna lose my life with you of course i have to come to the worst is choosing next moves cause i go brood when i send you the gifs with blood they type mood suicide ultimatum routes purity vibe check interrogation loops then come to and think next moves and block you cause i can live without you i can evade your pursuit i can fashion my own tomb cling to dirt like some roots set some new rules cause i can live without you if you just want to do you wanna lose my life with you cause i can live without you but i don’t want to i don’t wanna lose my life with you
12.
ever to part 02:42
we talk with each other about work but i cant read a thing im brainless and cant understand where any conversation is leading we talk with each other about fetishes i still cant read a thing like i dont know if im a degenerate or if you think im interesting if our talks were more infrequent they'd probably mean more but im not doing well so im gonna love you anyway i feel like shit for needing attention but i dont know how to live if my brain was fixed you'd like me more is what i tell myself to try and be better i know if we were ever to part i'd be someone you'd complain about to friends im trying to tell you im here

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i want to get to know you really should talk to me more often than not i have intrusive thoughts about time that you started talking to me and you should get to know each other day i saw something that reminded me of you mean the world together we can do anything else you want to say hey i'm not annoying am i who i think i am i who i think i am i who i think i am i who i think i am

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released February 16, 2024

jc: vox - 2, 11
gwen: vox - 3
dave: vox - 5, 8; guitar - 5, 7, 12
liz: vox - 6, 9
will: drums - 2, 3, 5, 8, 9
river: vox - 4, 7, 10, 12; drums - 2, 5-9


all tracks written by respective vocalists
all tracks produced by clust.r, except for track 6, which features additional production from SLUTPUNK!, and 11, which features additional production from friends&
artwork by John Zobele
mastered by Reversed Reference

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