1. |
leather
02:04
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2. |
steam
02:14
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thank god you ditched your family
before shit got too scary
i offered a place to sleep
you chose him and not me
remember we
let the voice calls run
you hadn’t seen lupin
when you slept i listened
when did it end
i see you’re back on steam
you chose him and not me
thank god you got on that e
said goodbye to the army
i offered a place to sleep
you chose him and not me
remember me
plotting escape plans
we watched it all again
when you cried i listened
when did it end
i see you’re back on steam
you chose him
again
i see you’re back on steam
you chose him and not me
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3. |
cache
02:02
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when you find yourself in
another place that you've never been
a little thought deep from within
i couldn't help myself again
in the mirrors there will be
a familiar face that we all have seen
despite my cache of memories
i won't recognize that it's me
as i go home
(you won't always be alone)
and as we move on
(things will never be the same)
as we always used to say
some people come
some people stay
as i always used to pray
i'll be alive either way
when you find yourself away
from the place you used to lay
you know i didn't want to say
i couldn't find another way
we play the games we used to play
trying to convince you to stay
countless naps and wasted days
the ways we thrived were oh so strange
as i go home
(you won't always be alone)
and as we move on
(things will never be the same)
as we always used to say
some people come
some people stay
as you always used to pray
i'll be alive another day
we've got to get going now
we've got to get going now
we've got to get going now
we've got to get going now
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4. |
proud
02:51
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undulating flesh
cross out our eyes
then we know the rest
who’s watching
keep a secret
disconnect of
what’s that
self and self-copy
what would the
you of then think
of how you are now
i would be proud
if i was then
how i was now
keep talking
keep talking to me
see who’s tagging
gather data
lives of others
in mere seconds
uncheck box
on private tab
so i can see
you in your true state
what would the
you of then think
of how you are now
i would be proud
if i was then
how i was now
keep talking
keep talking to me
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5. |
imitation
02:34
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i've been told that there's no such thing as true kindness
only animals wanting to maim and blind us
perpetuated, desaturated, there's all-surrounding buildings here
and all i've made is an imitation of something all too insincere
but i feel the heat of the open wounds
it's unlike anything i've felt before
so what good's a stone that reflects the moon
if the cold isn't what i want anymore
but i feel the heat of the open wounds
it's unlike anything i've felt before
so what good's a stone that reflects the moon
if the cold isn't what i want anymore
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6. |
parasite
03:07
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tell me what it is i do
that stops us seeing eye to eye
pushing further, further away
is it the way i disclose
things i shouldn't say
to you, to those i shouldn't love
do you think i'm just paranoid
"prolly just not seeing straight, the drugs, stress or what have you"
should i just bite the bullet
fix my perspective, time directives
rot in the mud after detaching
tell me why it is i'm low
priority to all your friends
and even you as of late
it's like i'm the most dull
person in the world
blah blah blah blah blah blah
(tell me what it is i do...)
just one more thing
were you happy those louder days
counting coins
staring at the ceiling
yeah i did that too
just know i care for you
but do you reciprocate
we haven't talked so much
(lately lately lately lately lately lately lately lately lately)
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7. |
morning trust
02:33
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yeah in the morning, trust i'll be there waiting
for you to wake up and be here
but if it doesn't work out, i'm still dreaming
dreaming you're here and we're the protagonists
i'm always late for things
my voice is not fit to sing
hundred misunderstandings
yet you're here
friends but something more strong
like that one alanis song
the nights they seem way less long
when you're here
i've kept quiet for all of these years
about important things to me
and my being without even realizing
i should have seen the signs
serially i had to hide
scripts in my head i was memorizing
yeah in the morning, trust i'll be there waiting
for you to wake up and be here
but if it doesn't work out, i'm still dreaming
dreaming you're here and we're the protagonists
now in the morning, i'm always waiting
waiting for you to wake up and be here
sometimes it doesn't work out but im still dreaming
we'll melt together and be protagonists
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8. |
us pretenders
03:08
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put yourself together piece by piece, reconstruct yourself limb by limb
what's left is all a dream left for us, we're all beggars after all
i couldn't be happier for what's coming next, i've waited for a lifetime watching the wall
he came up to see all the commotion, his brain keeps bothering him
and all the sickness we remember doesn't show in our rosey glasses
but it's enough for us pretenders, we get enough color in splashes
who knows where we're going, who knows where we're going
so come on, let's live forever, we have a universe for us
more than enough for us pretenders who live our lives lost in the dust
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9. |
glow
04:31
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reject all your distrust and
cut all the pressure
i'm in static electric
that is fine by me
do you think i'm obsessed
we've been distant for years
and i still see you
in R.E.M.
sleep the day away and
sip on caramel coffee
monosodium glutamate
sit on the porch and yearn
for when i see myself
in technicolor light
rub paper on my gums
see andromeda glow
shine seems incoherent
meet my celluar mind
i'm greater than my parts
am i who i think i
am i who i think i
am i who i think i
am i who i think i
am i who i think i
think see do glow
yearn cut deep cell
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10. |
fifteen
02:36
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11. |
brood
02:43
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the worst is when i come to
the worst is thinking it through
cause i get rude
when i send obtuse info graphs
then type true
brood bombs til you have to mute
threat paragraphs with violent nudes
then come to and think it through
and type oof
cause i can live without you
i can laser the tattoos
i can disjoin the statues
explode like a balloon
close the loop
cause i can live without you
but i don’t want to
i don’t wanna lose
my life with you
of course i have to come to
the worst is choosing next moves
cause i go brood
when i send you the gifs with blood
they type mood
suicide ultimatum routes
purity vibe check interrogation loops
then come to and think next moves
and block you
cause i can live without you
i can evade your pursuit
i can fashion my own tomb
cling to dirt like some roots
set some new rules
cause i can live without you
if you just want to
do you wanna lose
my life with you
cause i can live without you
but i don’t want to
i don’t wanna lose
my life with you
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12. |
ever to part
02:42
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we talk with each other about work
but i cant read a thing
im brainless and cant understand
where any conversation is leading
we talk with each other about fetishes
i still cant read a thing
like i dont know if im a degenerate
or if you think im interesting
if our talks were more infrequent they'd probably mean more
but im not doing well so im gonna love you anyway
i feel like shit for needing attention
but i dont know how to live
if my brain was fixed you'd like me more
is what i tell myself to try and be better
i know if we were ever to part
i'd be someone you'd complain about to friends
im trying to tell you im here
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